Tuesday, August 4, 2009

What if our brain shuts down…?

Lately I was writing a post, and suddenly the lappy got switched-off, as its battery was faulty and the power-cord was disconnected.

We can’t change few dependencies, and even if we wanted to change few, it might not be in our scope.

If it were my lappy, I’d go to the service engineer and get the battery replaced.
If it were a software problem, reinstallation may be the solution.
What would I do if it is infected with a virus to which a fix is not yet invented?
An OS restart might seem to fix it, but it still persists at the back-ground.

What should I be doing if my mind is infected with so many viruses which everyone calls ‘Thoughts’?

I’ve tried refreshing my mind with many kinds of recreation-calls, chats, games and movies. I’ve even tried working over time. As a worm kills a fruit, these thoughts are troubling my mind. They are over-loading it so much that the cables on my head started melting-down with the heat. I hardly have any hair!

I’ve tried rebooting my mind, by taking a long-weekend. I went home and to my friend’s place. But as long as it was booting, it was fine. And then the virus is back at work.

My mind keeps thinking…!

I’ve tried many anti-viruses by engaging in various activities – friends, outings and Work.
Nothing ever worked out really. None of these are able to relieve me of the Virus nor are they able to reduce their impact.

The only solution I see is to format the Drive. My Mind!
Should I bang my head to a wall, or break it with an iron-rod?
I’m not even sure if it will work out. I might end-up destroying the hard-drive, than removing the software.

Or I might go into Koma. If one is in ‘Koma’ it is just in hibernation.
I might wake-up again and have the same thoughts.
Not any of these will work for me. I’ll have to shut-it down and not turn-on forever.
I don’t know if one can ever shut-down the mind while still being alive!

I wish God gave humans the ability to forget whatever they wanted to.
At the least, the ability to push-away the ‘Thoughts’ !

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