I'm Confused

Life is becoming increasingly monotonous and boring.
I've tried mingling with friends and family, but everyone has their own business and is not available round the clock.
I've tried movies, but not everything is pleasing.
I've tried hobbies, but none of them is going-on at this moment.
I've lost interest in traveling and girls.
I'm tired of dreaming anything and everything that remains forever as a dream.

Increasing time at office, with no added result has become common.
They think that I don't have a personal life, may be because their superiors think the same way about them.

I feel like shedding-off all the gadgets and getting drenched in the rain, but it hardly rains.
I feel like wearing shorts and playing on the roads with all the kids, but even they are locked-up in the schools.
I feel like getting started with something that will consume me all together, but never do I start anything like that.

People say that I'm fed up with the routine of life and that I should get married soon.
When I'm so unhappy with myself, how can I welcome someone into this confusing life?
I need some more time, but not sure how much.

I'm so much confused of myself that I cant even laugh at myself being so unsure of myself.
Everyone is trying to help me out, but only I'm unsure of what am I struck in.