Sunday, August 2, 2009

I'm Confused

Life is becoming increasingly monotonous and boring.
I've tried mingling with friends and family, but everyone has their own business and is not available round the clock.
I've tried movies, but not everything is pleasing.
I've tried hobbies, but none of them is going-on at this moment.
I've lost interest in traveling and girls.
I'm tired of dreaming anything and everything that remains forever as a dream.

Increasing time at office, with no added result has become common.
They think that I don't have a personal life, may be because their superiors think the same way about them.

I feel like shedding-off all the gadgets and getting drenched in the rain, but it hardly rains.
I feel like wearing shorts and playing on the roads with all the kids, but even they are locked-up in the schools.
I feel like getting started with something that will consume me all together, but never do I start anything like that.

People say that I'm fed up with the routine of life and that I should get married soon.
When I'm so unhappy with myself, how can I welcome someone into this confusing life?
I need some more time, but not sure how much.

I'm so much confused of myself that I cant even laugh at myself being so unsure of myself.
Everyone is trying to help me out, but only I'm unsure of what am I struck in.

1 comment:

  1. After reading your blog .. i am confused.. :-).... hu.. need to start a blog and start confusing people ;-).. and make a community of Confused people.,... i bet i can pull a good number of people into this pool :-) becasue hundreds and thousands of people are confused, there may several reasons for that........ now Baali stop confusing yourself..... i mean stop thinking that you are confused :-).... dont plan too much and waste time.... time never stops running... one day.. you turn back and count the number of days/years/Weeks you spent in confused state and that magical number may push you again into some other confusion... hahaha.. 22222222222 many confusions.. Enjoy maadi baali.. with what you have that gives ultimate.. satisfaction...:-) i follw that..:-)..

    " If someone complians about you .. that means they are Jelous of you..:-) "

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